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Juli Sunwrote:
你好
本来是搜索Oberlin的资料
然後就找到了你的BLog
想问问Oberlin的工程学科怎么样
非常期待你的回复..
Nov. 14
No namewrote:
我无意间在网上看见你写的这篇文章.我是夏显傲,我不知道你是不是我儿时那个玩伴张伟.
以前我住在成都市石马巷四号5楼.我记得你住在4楼.你的妈妈经常在我家打麻将,你妈妈是不是叫张梅.
如果你看见这个留言请加我QQ75848338!!!!
 
                                                                                                  夏显傲!
June 5
Fion Wongwrote:
hoho~来打个招呼啦..........
May 31
edithwrote:
好久没来看一看就看了好多篇只能在这里非针对性的小留个言~
Apr. 14
怎么最近这么懒啊?
Mar. 22

天干勿操,小心菊爆

    珠海真是热,每天从早热到晚,从里热到外,从发梢湿到脚丫,从内裤潮到汗衫。几乎每天都被热醒,这么没创意的醒法实在太不符合我尊贵的身份了,所以我决定明天回家享受空调。然后幻想一下以后每天早上的该怎么醒。是传统自然醒呢?还是家庭温馨式慈母唤儿醒呢?或是午夜梦回恶鬼缠身式惊醒呢?真是让人拭目以待,跃跃欲试啊。

    这么干的天,大家还是别操了吧,哪天真菊爆了就不好了,跑医院还不知道怎么解释,只有说自己大便干燥。要操也找个有空调的地方,虽然没有了香汗淋漓的畅快与刺激,却也还能体验各种温情,还不用担心菊爆问题,多好。

    珠海的天永远都是那么的蓝。白天是湛蓝湛蓝的,晚上是深海蓝宝的蓝,尤其是傍晚的时候,懒得透明,蓝得渐变,蓝得理所当然,懒得肆无忌惮。昨晚的傍晚就在这样的天空中挂着那轮残月,云朵也像是刻意为月光让出一块椭圆的空间,旁边还有隐约一些星星。真相动漫中的场景。珠海的云也特别白,而且很有质感,就像漂白过的棉花糖,好想上去抓一把。这里的云是可以看得出来层次感的,很厚实,还会经常模仿各种各样的形状。没事看看天心情会很好的。我真的很爱这里的天空啊!!!!

    话说在这里过了三年,到现在仍然没有很强烈的归宿感。昨天阿创走了,去广州了,应该再也不会在宿舍住了。他问我对这里是否有所留恋,可我似乎就是那种不见棺材不落泪的心情,觉得反正现在还早,留恋也还时机不到。不知道明年这时候我会不会也像现在那些毕业生一样,到处争抢着摆出各种怪异的姿势留影,就像恨不得把这一切装进相机,自己有机会还能去游览一番。

    对了,我可以确定我的左眼球出了什么问题,大概是有条什么寄生虫在里边。我可以清晰地看见里面有个像虫一样的东西,而且是透明的,尤其是在光线比较充足的地方。好吧。先养着。只要他不把我的眼睛给菊爆了就行了。

My brief trip to HK and estimate of my score

    I went to Shenzhen the day before the test. It was a rainy day, pouring rain basically. I arrived at the Grand Theatre Station later than I expected. I met Ye in the station. He was not so much changed, except that his dyed hair had come back to its natural dark black, if I recall clearly. I stood in front of him and waited for him to raise his head. Then I simply said "hi". I caught a bit of confusion in his eyes but soon it turned to a smile. From that moment on he became my companion and comrade during this brief but important trip, or can I say, battle.
    Afterwards we went to the Luohu Custom and easily passed it, of course with filling that stupid health proof card or sth like that. The train went smoothly from the custom to HK. There were plenty of people wearing gauze masks on the train and everywhere in HK, reminding me of the damn swine flu. He left for a shift before I arrived at my destination. After I got off the train I went out straight to the hotel in which I booked a room, the Stanford Hillview Hotel, though nothing to do with the prestigious paradise-like school. I find it a comfortable place to stay. Surrounded it are bars and restaurants. It seemed that people could live a happy night life there. And the room was beyond my expectation. Yes, I could actually have a hillview outside my window! The temperature perfect, the air fresh and environment quiet, what more could I expect? I was satisfied with my room this time, and it totally worth it!
    I unpacked some of my luggage and prepared for the dinner with Ye. Then I went to the Test center and contacted him. There I lost my way to find the McDonald's where he said to be waiting for me. Finally after a long way I found it but it turned out that he went to somewhere else to find me. What a mess....
    The M was as usual, not that bad and definitely not satisfying, perhaps because I have developed some gourmet taste after all these years. And I noticed that the beef tasted differently than in Mainland China, nor the same as those I tried in Japan. A new discovery.
    After dinner I was invited to visit Ye's room. That was a decent hotel and absolutely decent room. I loved it. And how I regreted not bringing my stuff and just stayed there. After all it was a double room. But one thing, there was a big round mirror hanging on the ceiling of the room, which made me feel a liitle uncomfortable and scary while I laid back on the bed.
    When I got back to Tsim Sha Tsui it was like 9:30 and I hurried to buy those things I ought to buy and went back to my room. I had a nice shower and drank a bottle of fresh milk since I learned that doing these things could induce a very sound sleep. Howevwe my insomnia caught me that night. Maybe it was the pretest nerve or maybe it was just something else that distracted me from concentrating on a good sleep. The longer I stayed awake, the stronger I wanted to get asleep. And that was exactly why I slept only 5-6 hours that night.
    I woke up feeling a slight headache, looked in the mirror to check if my eyes were red. Curiously, I looked as fine as anyone who could be hosting news programs on TV. Then I packed my things and checked out. My breakfast was M again, a very plain egg plus burger one. I followed the old path I went to the test center the day before and arrived just in time. After 2 minutes, Ye arrived. We went straghtly upstairs and waited in queue. That was a liitle long and the test began.
    There was nothing unexpected and nothing surprising. It went like one of my preptest, every section finished with at least 2 minutes left. At least, the worst situation I speculated didn't occur. That was a big relief.
    The test had been finally officially over. I would never look at it again, ever, not even a glimpse. Then we just went back to Shenzhen. On our way back, I noticed that Ye has become chattier than the day before, which made me feel good. It is always good to find someone to talk during a boring runaway. Back at Shenzhen, he went directly back to home and I went to a Starbucks. With a cup of Grande Green Tea Frappuccino and one Smoked Chicken Salad, I made my afternoon. It reminded me of some old time.

    I went  back to school yesterday and did some discussion on some boards. Then I am about to do a review and estimate my score.

 

    For the 3 LR sections, most say the 1st one was the hardest ever, the 2nd one the easiest ever and the 3rd just normal. There were some hard questions on the 1st section: the strawberry one, the loan one, the X disease parallel one and the museum one. But I seemed to have answered them all correctly. I guess I just had a right set of mind for LR that morning. I'll expect 1-2 wrong answers for each section, that would add up to 2-4 in total.

 

    For the Games section, it was like the usual ones for me, though I may have made some silly mistakes....The first two games was fairly easy, I finished both in 10 minutes. The 3rd one is tricky in diagramming, but after I figured it out it was nothing so special. Only the last one, there was not much to make inferences and diagram, lots of hypotheticals, thus it was very time-consuming. I think I may have picked 1 or 2 wrong anwers on this one. So the estimated wrong answers would be 1-3.

 

    For the RC section, some say it was harder than usual. There were comparative passages discussing electoral systems, that almost have killed me. And the Native American one was perplexing and I hurried through this one since it was the last passage. I was afraid of not finishing this one. I don't know how much I have erred on this section. I would guess a usual number which is 7.

 

    To sum them up, unless I boosted on RC, my BEST estimate will be 10-14 wrong answers, which probably would be converted to 166-170. Anyway, that was just my BEST estimate, the real score can go above or below this, even largely. I'll keep on praying and wait to receive my score report on 17th July.

我老了

我老了,早就发现了,没承认罢了。变老一直是我最抗拒的事情之一,老了就没童真了,没快乐了。但是每个人都不得不慢慢变老,这我也是早就知道的,只是没想到它来的那么快。我看着镜子里的自己,已然有了岁月的痕迹。皮肤越来越粗糙了,皱纹越来越多了,胡须也象是永远也剃不干净似的,已经不是小绒毛而是硬得扎手的胡渣了。现在看来,这一切也没有那么的不和谐,大概是心也老了。心一老,神态气质也都变了。这一变也不知该说是成熟了还是憔悴了,反正已经将稚气蜕得差不多了。

人老了,很多事情看得更开了。想不通搞不懂的事情虽然越来越多,却也懒得理睬。只是想着怎么过好每天的生活,做好自己该做的事。日复一日的折腾自己。对,生活就是折腾。折腾得自己渐渐失去了锐气。也许我一直都缺少锐气。

人老了,难免会经常看看以前,想想以前。从回忆中寻求安慰。想起那些自己错过的,却也不会去后悔了。后悔只会将时间和精力浪费在让自己不开心且对既成的事实没有任何帮助的事情上。人老了就更懂得时间和精力的珍贵了。

人老了,就不会有那么多活动,搞那么多社交。有时间的时候,宁愿看看自己的书,听听音乐,或者和一两个知心好友出去逛逛,坐坐。k房偶尔会去,但是clubbing这种事情已然显得索然无味。学校和工作场合的活动也是不到万不得已不会出席。觉得没意思,也觉得累。

人老了,就没有那么多新朋友了。只是经年的友情会历久弥新。还有一些人来到自己生命中,写下浓重的一笔,却又匆匆离开。这些都已经习以为常了。唯有每次的分别,经意与不经意的,会在心里泛起那么一点涟漪,却也不再去挽留什么。天下无不散之宴席。

人老了,似乎更固执了。有了更多自己的坚持,不一定都是有道理的。这样的一些坚持也曾经吓跑了一些我认为很重要的人,也曾经给自己带来很多麻烦。但我不曾改变,也可能不会改变,我负担不起。

人老了,就要认命。不能再想着自己青春无敌年华无限,横冲直撞了。该安定下来了。

人老了,喜欢用排比段落了。

我的人生规划 1.0 beta

      21-23岁,首先是去念个jd出来,如果工作好找就工作,工作不好找就念个jsd或者其他什么的,在找工作。

      23-33(5)岁,努力工作努力赚钱个十年左右。期间也要搞搞投资什么的,反正就是资本积累。

      33(5)岁-45岁,要一个自己的孩子,和别人结婚生的也好,代孕的也好,领养的也好,但要一个孩子。在欧洲或者日本或者回国找个喜欢的城市买套房子,装修好一点,一套就够了,然后开个什么小店,书吧,轻酒吧,咖啡厅之类的,总之就是让人可以休息很久的地方,这样当个小老板,赚点小钱,投点小资,时间会很多。然后空闲时间去旅游,或者去做自己想做的事情,环游世界什么的。

      45岁以后,就找个喜欢的地方养老吧。然后实在受不了了就终此余生。

 

      如果能有一个愿意陪我走完这一辈子的人那么就会大家商量着计划个人生2.0,把两个人的愿望和需求都照顾到,不能光听我的吧,然后一起享受世界欣赏世界,一起慢慢变老。如果没有,我一个人过完这辈子倒也清静。没人陪我过完一生也会有人爱我就是了,我想我会让我自己开心的。

小杂记

      今天跟干支通了一下电话,聊到了实习和就业的问题。他很积极地想要找实习,让自己的resume变漂亮点,说能增加自己的竞争力,以后好找工作。而我却抱着一份只有一条实习经历没有什么活动和校内职务的resume欣然安排着到处去旅行。也许这就是我们之间的差别吧。我是个满脑子风鸟花月的人,整天想着怎么快乐地过生活。在我看来,在学校的学习是为了让我们更好的理解世界和欣赏世界,让人们互相了解和分享,而不是让我们去人材市场挤破头皮遭人白眼。并不是说我看不起热衷于找工作的孩子们,反而我很敬佩他们,有自己的理想和抱负,会朝着那个方向努力,有朝气有激情。而我自己硬是提不起这样一股冲劲。有人告诉我说我太天真幼稚,没有钱,这些花鸟风月都是扯淡。也许我就是吧,不过我想,我会在学校能待多久待多久,等到硕士博士博士后都读完了,也该有工作经历了,不至于找不到工作吧。如果没有日进斗金的工作,只要能满足一般需求,我也能好好调整自己吧,我想我会活得开心的。

      当我还只是个小孩子,妈妈问我以后想做什么,我说我想当个科学家,发明很多东西,为社会做贡献;中学的时候同学们问我以后想做什么,我说我想做生意,赚很多很多钱,穿名牌开跑车住豪宅;大学的时候我自己问我以后想做什么,我说我想用最普通的方式和最普通的人在最普通的地方生活下去,共同携手欣赏世界,享受生活,游戏人间。

      今天看电影还看到一句话“人们总是浪漫化一切,不管其与现实的联系”大概我也是在做这个事情,到头来发现我所追求的却最令我失望。想想也挺没意思。不过不去追岂不是更可怜?